Marathon, not sprint

Hi ladies.
I haven't posted for a few reasons. One being ridiculous busy-ness, which isn't really a good excuse. The other is that I've been struggling a little. I'm still doing so-so eating, and exercising, but I'm not going at 100% anymore, to be honest. I'm getting tired of thinking about this all the time, and saying no all the time. I'm also tired of getting up early.

I haven't stopped. I just need some renewed motivation.

I do have a confession though. Last night I binged like I haven't binged in a long time. Mac and cheese, then I ate four poptarts (of the chocolate chip cookie dough variety). They must have been in the pantry from the last time my niece and nephew visited, and I was jonesing for something... well, rebellious to be honest. I felt gross after- kind of like I had, well, eaten four pop tarts.

Like I said, I need some renewed motivation. I'm going to have to reach inside of myself to find this.

That being said, I want to show a little of my progress:

Here's me last year at the NYC Buddy walk:
I weighed probably about 200 here? Maybe 210.












Here's me in January, when I was at my highest.
I weighed about 220 here.












Me at my friends wedding a few weeks ago:
I'm about 187 or so here.












To round out the narcissicm, a recent pic of me at this year's buddy walk:
That's me, my husband, and my nephew. I think maybe it's hard to tell in the not-s0-great pics, but I've lost 20-30 pounds since the last buddy walk. I wore the same pants- last year, they were really too tight, this year, really too baggy!























No mysteries here Jules!!
Have a great weekend everyone! :)